I am not going to hide this on the Neuroboards like a coward. I have said it and so here it is and I'm proud that I got some honesty and integrity left in me and I am going to be damned if I will let any of you Operatives or Neurocam to change whats inside me. I worked my ass off to get this far in life and no-one is taking that away from me.
Chris Titan Wrote:
"p.s. Even Beltaine has split our alliance over this smear...nice work folks. I did not see this one coming."
For the record,
I will perform my duty for Neurocam to the best of my ability and I will carry out there tasks as long as they want me too. I will do almost anything they ask of me but somethings are not for sale.......
My alliance is to my good friend Chris Titan, I owe him as my Brother, my friend, my colleague and a true professional investigator of science.
Chris is the kind of guy who comes along once in a lifetime, I would stake my life and my reputation on something he believes in.
Most of you will never feel that kind of brotherhood and therefore will ridicule my statement but I ask you one thing, who would you betray if Neurocam told you too?
I know they are watching and I know the assing of Beltaine will be flying across cyberspace the very second they read it but what do I do......
During the Spanish Invasion form France, Britain had the best Archers in the world. The french feared us, feared our arrows that were seekers of death in a silent whistle, so when they captured us they would cut off our two fingers so we couldn't operate the bow......well i still got my two fingers chaps and and i'm sticking them up loud and proud.
I will stand by you my brother in the face of death
So, Special Agent Paris, you can recommend my sacrifice if you wish but remember this, I am 100% loyal to those that matter to me and those that look after me and watch my back, I am 100% loyal to my Order, my magick and my Master.
The Seven Seals of the Spirits MAGIA ALBA ET NIGRA UNIVERSALIS SEU NECROMANTIA That is, that which embraces the whole of the White and Black Art, (Black Magic,) or the Necromancy of all Ministering Angels and Spirits; how to cite and desire the nine Choruses of the good angels and spirits, Saturn, Jupiter, Mars, Sun, Venus, Mercury, and Moon.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Why did the Lobster blush?
Wright Street AUS
Originally uploaded by Beltaine.
Cresent RD NZ
Originally uploaded by Beltaine.
It has been ever so quiet on the Neurocam front this week and the last few really after the Comatization of Chris Titan.
Well I have been busy, or should I say an esteemed colleague of mine has. I have been doing a little background research on our fav company Neurocam International and in the course of my investigations have found out some rather interesting facts. My colleague in question is a Private Investigator based in New Zealand and covers a wealth of diverse subjects and has a wealth of experience to go with it. Some of the things our John Dierckx investigates are Fraud Investigations, Prevention Detection, Legal Investigations, Criminal Defence Investigations, Corporate Espionage and Domestic Investigations. You can view his blog by clicking the link in my side bar or by clicking here John Dierckx. John has kindly given me permission to post this excellent find.
Neurocam International Not Existent
Neurocam Ltd, 67 Crescent Road, Ostend , Waiheke Island Registration No 1545206 Registration date 23 October 2004 (we already new this)
Previous Name:
Xtreme Chemical Solutions Ltd,
Company incorporated 11 August 2004
Owner director Glen James HACKELL, 67 Crescent Rd etc (we also know this)
Current Shareholders (no directors):
William Henry HAWKEN, 67 Crescent Rd, Ostend, Waiheke Island
Bridget FISCHER, 32 Wright Street Clifton Hill, Victoria 3068 Melbourne (but this is very interesting)
Latest Shareholder change submitted by
Robert HENLEY, 23 Palladium Boulevard, Beverly Hills (so is this)
Previous directorships
Paul JOHNSON, 30 Renata Crescent, Te Atatu, Auckland (we are also compiling a list of previous directorships this man has held)
Up until last hsraholder change, address for communication was CWFT Commercial/Companies Formatations Ltd
PO Box 51
Oneroa
Waiheke Island
How many of you are going to send a Christmas Card to Fischer now I have her address?
All this information is Public knowledge, which means it, can be gleaned from databases that the general public has access too. I hope Neurocam do not have a problem with this post after all it is public knowledge.
More too follow on Paul Johnson!
Monday, May 23, 2005
INDIANS CHARGED FOR BURYING CHILDREN ALIVE
Religion gone Bonkers
NEW DEHLI, INDIA (Reuters) - April 14, 2005 - Indian police have charged 80 people for burying children alive in an ancient Hindu ceremony known as "the festival of pits."
The ceremony, in which children -- some less than a year old -- are buried alive briefly and then dug up, happened on Monday in southern Tamil Nadu state, The Asian Age reported on Thursday.
Authorities have been trying for years to stop it and people found guilty face up to three years in jail and or a fine of 5000 rupees ($114).
Every two years, parents who have vowed to bury their first-born if they are blessed with a child, take part in the Kuzhimattru Thiru Vizha ceremony.
The children are drugged to make them unconscious and placed in shallow "graves" in temple courtyards. The pits are covered with leaves and dirt and the children are pulled out after Hindu priests chant a brief prayer -- lasting up to a minute.
NEW DEHLI, INDIA (Reuters) - April 14, 2005 - Indian police have charged 80 people for burying children alive in an ancient Hindu ceremony known as "the festival of pits."
The ceremony, in which children -- some less than a year old -- are buried alive briefly and then dug up, happened on Monday in southern Tamil Nadu state, The Asian Age reported on Thursday.
Authorities have been trying for years to stop it and people found guilty face up to three years in jail and or a fine of 5000 rupees ($114).
Every two years, parents who have vowed to bury their first-born if they are blessed with a child, take part in the Kuzhimattru Thiru Vizha ceremony.
The children are drugged to make them unconscious and placed in shallow "graves" in temple courtyards. The pits are covered with leaves and dirt and the children are pulled out after Hindu priests chant a brief prayer -- lasting up to a minute.
Friday, May 20, 2005
Vampires in History and Culture
Ancient vampirism is the practice of drinking blood. Some Slavic Peoples believed in vampires as early as the 4th Century. In their mythology, a vampire drank blood, was afraid of (but could not be killed by) Silver, and could be destroyed by cutting off its head and putting it between the corpse's legs, or by putting a wooden stake into its heart.
In popular western culture, vampires are depicted as un-aging, intelligent, and mystically endowed in many ways. The vampire typically has a variety of notable abilities. These include great strength and immunity to any lasting effect of any injury by mundane means, with specific exceptions. Vampires can also change into a mist, wolf, or bat; and some can control the minds of others. They typically have extended canines or fangs. It is believed that vampires have no reflection, as traditionally it was thought that mirrors reflected your soul and creatures of evil have no soul.
Destroying and avoiding vampires
A western vampire (which is not alive in the classical sense, and therefore referred to as undead) can be destroyed using several methods, which vary among "species" and between mythologies:
Ramming a wooden stake through a vampire's heart. Traditionally the stake is made from ash or hawthorn and the vampire should be impaled with a single blow. In some traditions, a red-hot iron was preferred. In many western stories and films, impalement with a wooden stake only subdues a vampire and further measures must be taken to destroy the body, otherwise the monster will quickly recover once the stake is removed. This can be done by decapitating the body and burying the head separately, burning, burying the body at a crossroads or moving the body so it would be exposed to sunlight. Some stories extend the idea with vampire hunters using arrows or crossbow bolts made completely of wood to attempt to strike the monster's heart from a distance. If you ram a wooden stake into a vampire's heart three times, the vampire is said to return to the state that it was in before it died.
Beheading - basically as above, but without first using a stake.
Exposing a vampire to sunlight. This varies from culture to culture. Vampires that are active from sunset to sunrise often avoid sunlight as they can be weakened or sometimes destroyed by it. Many species of vampires are active from noon to midnight, and consequently sunlight is harmless.
Removing internal organs and burning them.
Other typical weaknesses of the vampire include:
Garlic or Holy Water repel or injure vampires.
Objects made of Silver, which can keep a vampire away or harm them if they are in physical contact.
Running water, which vampires cannot cross. This varies by tradition with some stories having vampires simply turning into a bat and flying over when faced with this obstacle.
Crosses and Bibles can keep vampires away. One simply holds the object in question in front of the vampire and the monster is kept at distance.
Requiring an invitation to enter a home: Western vampires are thought to be unable to enter a residence unless they are invited inside. After that invitation, they can enter the location freely.
Stealing of the left sock: Gypsy vampires can be killed if their left sock is stolen, filled with garlic or a stone, and tossed into a river. In theory, the vampire will leap into the river to retrieve it and will drown.
According to the belief of the Eastern Orthodox Church, the predominant Christian denomination in Eastern Europe, the soul is not given its permanent place in Heaven or Hell until 40 days after it has been buried. Accordingly, in some places, bodies were often disinterred between 3 to 7 days after burial and examined: If there was no sign of decomposition, a stake was driven through the heart of the corpse.
Species of Vampires
In Eastern Europe, the vampire is said to have two hearts or two souls; because one heart or soul never dies, the vampire remains undead. Until recently, European vampires were thought to be disgusting monsters often raised from the bodies of peasants and other lower-class people.
In Aztec Mythology, the Civatateo was a sort of vampire, created when a noblewoman died in childbirth.
In Malaysian folklore, the Penanggalan was a vampire whose head could separate from its body, with its entrails dangling from the base of its neck. The Pontianak was a female vampire that sucked the blood of new-born babies and sometimes that of young children or pregnant women.
In Moravia, vampires were fond of throwing off their shrouds and attacking their victims in the nude.
In India vampires (known as Yakshis) were beautiful women who seduced men in order to kill or eat them.
Belief in Vampires is still alive today
Belief in vampires still persists across the globe. During January of 2003, mobs in Malawi stoned to death one individual and attacked four others, including Governor Eric Chiwaya due to a belief that the government is colluding with vampires. In Serbia, Bulgaria, and Romania there was said to be a clan of vampires called the "Children of Judas" who supposedly were the immortal spawn of Judas Iscariot. Judas was the betrayer of Jesus and was paid thirty pieces of silver for his betrayal. The Children of Judas were said to leave a scar of "XXX" (Roman Numeral for thirty) on the victims they kiss and are noticeable by their red hair, just as Judas supposedly had. In January 2005, it was reported that an attacker had bitten a number of people in Birmingham, UK, and fuelling concerns about a vampire roaming the streets. However, local Police stated that no such Crimes had been reported to them, and this case appears to be an Urban Legend
Drinking blood
There have been a number of murderers who performed this seemingly vampiric ritual upon their victims. Serial Killers, Peter Kurten and Richard Trenton Chase were both called "vampires" in the tabloids after they were discovered drinking the blood of the people they murdered, for example. The crimes of Erzsébet Báthory, a medievel Romanian aristocrat infamous for murdering hundreds of women in bizarre rituals involving blood, helped mold contemporary vampire legends.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Interview With A Vampire
How many of you believe that Vampires exist?
We, at Intel Investigations, took an interest into the mythology of Vampirism just over a year ago. Our investigation team has looked into the history of Vampirism to the Religious Cult of Modern Day Vamps, as they like to be known. I wonder how many of you ever watched films like The Lost Boys or Horror of Dracula. What did you think of them?
Vampirism has evolved over the centuries and has found the mythological hunters of the night powers increasing as time goes on. Vampires of old lived in dark castles and slept in coffins, they lured pretty virgins to dinner and dined on the lily-white flesh. Sure the latter day Vampires had an undertone of sexual desire that every budding American Teenager wished he had in him. The death of a Vampire would only be possible to impale it through the heart with a wooden stake. Today’s Vampires are more sophisticated. They fashion weapons of antiquity themselves, have superhuman strength and can perform martial art better than Bruce Lee himself. To kill a modern day vampire takes an arsenal of weapons and requires teams of night stalkers with UV light sabre’s and silver stakes that can be fired from any type of small arm you can think of.
But this is all hype. This is all superstitious nonsense that is born out of Hollywood. So where on earth does a team of paranormal investigator’s start. Well right at the source of course. We sent one of our best and bravest investigators down to Los Angeles, USA for some serious one to one with a real life Vampire.
If you are interested in becoming a real life Vampire then you first port of call is here
We, at Intel Investigations, took an interest into the mythology of Vampirism just over a year ago. Our investigation team has looked into the history of Vampirism to the Religious Cult of Modern Day Vamps, as they like to be known. I wonder how many of you ever watched films like The Lost Boys or Horror of Dracula. What did you think of them?
Vampirism has evolved over the centuries and has found the mythological hunters of the night powers increasing as time goes on. Vampires of old lived in dark castles and slept in coffins, they lured pretty virgins to dinner and dined on the lily-white flesh. Sure the latter day Vampires had an undertone of sexual desire that every budding American Teenager wished he had in him. The death of a Vampire would only be possible to impale it through the heart with a wooden stake. Today’s Vampires are more sophisticated. They fashion weapons of antiquity themselves, have superhuman strength and can perform martial art better than Bruce Lee himself. To kill a modern day vampire takes an arsenal of weapons and requires teams of night stalkers with UV light sabre’s and silver stakes that can be fired from any type of small arm you can think of.
But this is all hype. This is all superstitious nonsense that is born out of Hollywood. So where on earth does a team of paranormal investigator’s start. Well right at the source of course. We sent one of our best and bravest investigators down to Los Angeles, USA for some serious one to one with a real life Vampire.
If you are interested in becoming a real life Vampire then you first port of call is here
Temple of the Vampire
Probably the first thing you'll need to know is forgetting everything Hollywood teaches you. Forget everything from the movies, television, etc. Most vamps I know are "day-walkers" - one even a roofer, as far as I know he’s not burst into flames yet (although sometimes I wish he would *blows kisses at L*) Most like or even LOVE garlic, some are religious, meaning holy water doesn’t hurt them at all. I don’t know even ONE vampire who was "turned" by being bitten (although most of them DO like to bite, but hey, so do I!), don’t know ANY who can fly, and none that even KNOW any bats, let alone any that can turn into them! And as far as a wooden stake through the heart, think about this: Would YOU wanna meet the creature, vampire or not, that a stake through the heart DIDNT kill?!?!?! I wouldn’t!
Once you forget all the Hollywood mumbo jumbo, you'll be ready to learn what vampirism is REALLY all about....
Your not going to bite me, are you?
No I wont bite you, I’m a psivamp unlike my boyfriend who is a Sang Vamp, and seen as he is not here and it is just you and me, I guess your safe for now.
You’re very pretty. Do you get all the boy vampires wanting to suck on your flesh?
Well now, wouldn’t that be telling. Seriously though, I am a donor so yeah I let a few of my closest Sang Vamp friends bite me from time to time.
If you are bitten by a Vampire will you become one?
To bite someone and have him or her turn into a vampire would mean that we are spreading a virus of some sort. That’s just not true.... Or there would be a crap load of vamps in the world and we would be the majority and not the minority.
Most experience what is called an "awakening". It usually hits during puberty but some are latent longer and don't awaken until much later. Reasons for this could be due to the fact that they can obtain Prana from sources without realising (just my theory).
Most have a strong unexplainable attraction towards blood. Unlike a fetish its not something they find sexually a turn on...rather its a NEED they feel to have it but without truly understanding why. Psi vamps can actually drain from those around then without realising.
Soon though, the person becomes aware of these things and tries to understand and starts a long road of finding themselves. Others have it a bit easier...either another vamp will feel the beacon of their awakening and approach them and try to help them into realising what they are without actually telling them (so as not to influence in any way)...and some actually have it in their bloodlines.
Its actually a long road of realization and learning...until the internet..it was really difficult to find any information and may just thought they were crazy. I actually had no Internet when I began to awaken...it took the meeting of another to help me realise what I was. Now with the Internet as a referencing tool, its easier to find us. There are admittedly some who show up and are mislead into believing they are...but its not a lifestyle...and soon, they realise that’s what they are doing. They will wonder off to discover more of what they are...but relieved because they just eliminated one possibility that narrows their search down.
Vampirism is the need to obtain Pranic energy for survival. There are many theories as to why we are what we are. We have been around for centuries. There are houses that date back as far as the 1500's (earliest I know of)...and even bible references to what we are. The truth is not fully known as far as i know...if someone out there knows all...they are keeping it to themselves.
As vampires, we can not contain the Pranic energy within ourselves so we must seek to replenish it.
Why are Vampires the way they are?
The best way that I can describe 'why' we are the way we are simply this: We have defective Chakras. I believe that in some past incarnation, something occurred that damaged a chakra, and the condition is pushed forward into following incarnation.
Think of it like this: There are two glasses. One is whole one is cracked. A regular person (non-vampiric in nature) is the normal glass, and the vampire is the cracked glass. Now imagine that there is a faucet above each glass that is slowly dripping water into each glass. Now, as the water continues to drip, the whole glass fills and eventually overflows, but the cracked glass leaks faster than it fills, and will always remain empty. Now, if the whole glass was a donor, and the cracked glass, her vampire, then analogously, Drawing would be pouring half the whole glass into the cracked glass. Now both glasses are half full, but once again, the cracked glass is draining, while the whole glass is refilling. When the cracked glass is empty again, then the whole glass will once again need to be poured into it.
What is awakening, and what is it like?
Well, awakening is basically the vampiric condition revealing itself. There are specific symptoms, of course, as with any changes, and they are usually what lead people to question what is happening to them. What Awakening is like is different for each vampire, just as puberty is different for each person. I found that as I awakened, I began to gain a greater sense of my environment, and that I developed intuition. It wasn't conscious at first, just that I wouldn't believe someone who was lying, or trust someone who was dishonest. I found it getting more and more difficult to get up for school, and more and more difficult to fall asleep at night. But these aren't important, as they pertain mainly to me in particular.
Houses, basically, are when a group of vampires decide to live together, or associate with one another as a family. They are ritualistic organizations that help people assimilate into the vampire lifestyle. I, myself, do not belong to a house, so I don't know how they are run, but my understanding is that when a vampire decides to become a vampire, joining (or being accepted into) a house is generally the first step. In my experience, however, I have found that most people who belong to houses are merely life-stylers, and not genuine vampires.
What is a PSI Vampire?
I am a psivamp, and I can tell you that yes, we know when we are drawing. Sometimes, though, if it is subconscious, we aren't aware of the actual act, but we are aware of the effects and can recognise the cause. Most often, this is done in Skimming, where a psivamp (all vamps, really; psivamps are merely more adept at it) absorbs 'snippets' of extraneous Prana being shed by people in high energy or excited states. This is why vampires are drawn to crowds in places such as dance clubs, concerts, parties, etc. When people are active and excited, they...glow. A psivamp can merely absorb the loose 'chunks' of Prana. In this instance, the donors aren't aware, or effected by it, as the energy itself is no longer a part of them, and would dissipate if left on it's own.
In an in depth Drawing, when a psivamp is consciously pulling Prana from a donor, the donor can feel it. I've been told that, to a donor, being communed with feels like having an orgasm, complete with the lethargy afterwards.
Now, in the instances of psychic attacks, or Drawing from an unwilling donor (which, I'm saddened to say, does happen, if infrequently), the donor is not aware of the act itself, but is aware of it's effects. If the person is trained or at least familiar with metaphysical energy exchange, then they can recognise it as a psychic attack, and can take appropriate measures, but for the common man riding the subway, they will feel the effects, and be puzzled by it.
The downside to being a psivamp is that if one is starving (Prana levels so low that health begins to be affected), one will begin to unconsciously draw from everyone and everything around you. This type of indiscriminate feeding (for lack of a better term) is unhealthy for all around, because once a source of Prana is touched, it will be drawn until it is either depleted, or the psivamp is satiated. Only an irresponsible vampire would let him/herself get this Hungry. This usually only occurs with vampires who are not aware of their nature. If they do not consciously feed, then their instincts take over, and instincts rarely have an interest in things such as permission and donor aftercare.
Why do Vampires need Blood?
As for blood, we don't need blood to live, we merely need Prana to remain healthy, and for Sang Vamps, and blood is the most efficient way of extracting it from their donors. The blood of each person itself, tastes different, but mostly, it is warm, sticky, and a touch tangy (like sucking on tinfoil).
As for Donors, they are people who recognise the needs that vampires have and willing offer themselves as sources of Prana for them. I know very little about what it is to BE a donor, but I do know that Donors should be treated with the utmost care and respect, as they are that which keep us well. Many would misconstrue the Vamp/Donor relationship as Master/Slave, or Predator/Prey, when in actuality, the Donor is the one with the power in the relationship. They are the ones who choose whether their vampire will be fed. It is a gift, to have a Donor, and most people appreciate more than they appreciate their livelihood.
What’s it like, to be a donor?
From the donor point of view... you sometimes get a bit of a rush, light-headed a little bit - if the vamp is careful and mindful of what he’s taking and doing (which mine was) and doesn’t take too much its nothing big. If you are tuned into your vamps feelings and bloodlust, if you can pick up on him and his needs, it can be almost as necessary for the donor as for the vamp.... Almost.
Sometimes it can work out to be an energy exchange... with my Vamp and me, he always gave back what he took in one form or another so it usually balanced out, it worked for us...
There is a lot that goes into being a donor, you don’t want to do it for just anyone. Where it involves blood, safety is of the utmost importance. There is also usually a pretty strong emotional and physical connection to a vamp and donor, one you wouldn’t want with just any Joe off the street.
Probably the first thing you'll need to know is forgetting everything Hollywood teaches you. Forget everything from the movies, television, etc. Most vamps I know are "day-walkers" - one even a roofer, as far as I know he’s not burst into flames yet (although sometimes I wish he would *blows kisses at L*) Most like or even LOVE garlic, some are religious, meaning holy water doesn’t hurt them at all. I don’t know even ONE vampire who was "turned" by being bitten (although most of them DO like to bite, but hey, so do I!), don’t know ANY who can fly, and none that even KNOW any bats, let alone any that can turn into them! And as far as a wooden stake through the heart, think about this: Would YOU wanna meet the creature, vampire or not, that a stake through the heart DIDNT kill?!?!?! I wouldn’t!
Once you forget all the Hollywood mumbo jumbo, you'll be ready to learn what vampirism is REALLY all about....
Your not going to bite me, are you?
No I wont bite you, I’m a psivamp unlike my boyfriend who is a Sang Vamp, and seen as he is not here and it is just you and me, I guess your safe for now.
You’re very pretty. Do you get all the boy vampires wanting to suck on your flesh?
Well now, wouldn’t that be telling. Seriously though, I am a donor so yeah I let a few of my closest Sang Vamp friends bite me from time to time.
If you are bitten by a Vampire will you become one?
To bite someone and have him or her turn into a vampire would mean that we are spreading a virus of some sort. That’s just not true.... Or there would be a crap load of vamps in the world and we would be the majority and not the minority.
Most experience what is called an "awakening". It usually hits during puberty but some are latent longer and don't awaken until much later. Reasons for this could be due to the fact that they can obtain Prana from sources without realising (just my theory).
Most have a strong unexplainable attraction towards blood. Unlike a fetish its not something they find sexually a turn on...rather its a NEED they feel to have it but without truly understanding why. Psi vamps can actually drain from those around then without realising.
Soon though, the person becomes aware of these things and tries to understand and starts a long road of finding themselves. Others have it a bit easier...either another vamp will feel the beacon of their awakening and approach them and try to help them into realising what they are without actually telling them (so as not to influence in any way)...and some actually have it in their bloodlines.
Its actually a long road of realization and learning...until the internet..it was really difficult to find any information and may just thought they were crazy. I actually had no Internet when I began to awaken...it took the meeting of another to help me realise what I was. Now with the Internet as a referencing tool, its easier to find us. There are admittedly some who show up and are mislead into believing they are...but its not a lifestyle...and soon, they realise that’s what they are doing. They will wonder off to discover more of what they are...but relieved because they just eliminated one possibility that narrows their search down.
Vampirism is the need to obtain Pranic energy for survival. There are many theories as to why we are what we are. We have been around for centuries. There are houses that date back as far as the 1500's (earliest I know of)...and even bible references to what we are. The truth is not fully known as far as i know...if someone out there knows all...they are keeping it to themselves.
As vampires, we can not contain the Pranic energy within ourselves so we must seek to replenish it.
Why are Vampires the way they are?
The best way that I can describe 'why' we are the way we are simply this: We have defective Chakras. I believe that in some past incarnation, something occurred that damaged a chakra, and the condition is pushed forward into following incarnation.
Think of it like this: There are two glasses. One is whole one is cracked. A regular person (non-vampiric in nature) is the normal glass, and the vampire is the cracked glass. Now imagine that there is a faucet above each glass that is slowly dripping water into each glass. Now, as the water continues to drip, the whole glass fills and eventually overflows, but the cracked glass leaks faster than it fills, and will always remain empty. Now, if the whole glass was a donor, and the cracked glass, her vampire, then analogously, Drawing would be pouring half the whole glass into the cracked glass. Now both glasses are half full, but once again, the cracked glass is draining, while the whole glass is refilling. When the cracked glass is empty again, then the whole glass will once again need to be poured into it.
What is awakening, and what is it like?
Well, awakening is basically the vampiric condition revealing itself. There are specific symptoms, of course, as with any changes, and they are usually what lead people to question what is happening to them. What Awakening is like is different for each vampire, just as puberty is different for each person. I found that as I awakened, I began to gain a greater sense of my environment, and that I developed intuition. It wasn't conscious at first, just that I wouldn't believe someone who was lying, or trust someone who was dishonest. I found it getting more and more difficult to get up for school, and more and more difficult to fall asleep at night. But these aren't important, as they pertain mainly to me in particular.
Houses, basically, are when a group of vampires decide to live together, or associate with one another as a family. They are ritualistic organizations that help people assimilate into the vampire lifestyle. I, myself, do not belong to a house, so I don't know how they are run, but my understanding is that when a vampire decides to become a vampire, joining (or being accepted into) a house is generally the first step. In my experience, however, I have found that most people who belong to houses are merely life-stylers, and not genuine vampires.
What is a PSI Vampire?
I am a psivamp, and I can tell you that yes, we know when we are drawing. Sometimes, though, if it is subconscious, we aren't aware of the actual act, but we are aware of the effects and can recognise the cause. Most often, this is done in Skimming, where a psivamp (all vamps, really; psivamps are merely more adept at it) absorbs 'snippets' of extraneous Prana being shed by people in high energy or excited states. This is why vampires are drawn to crowds in places such as dance clubs, concerts, parties, etc. When people are active and excited, they...glow. A psivamp can merely absorb the loose 'chunks' of Prana. In this instance, the donors aren't aware, or effected by it, as the energy itself is no longer a part of them, and would dissipate if left on it's own.
In an in depth Drawing, when a psivamp is consciously pulling Prana from a donor, the donor can feel it. I've been told that, to a donor, being communed with feels like having an orgasm, complete with the lethargy afterwards.
Now, in the instances of psychic attacks, or Drawing from an unwilling donor (which, I'm saddened to say, does happen, if infrequently), the donor is not aware of the act itself, but is aware of it's effects. If the person is trained or at least familiar with metaphysical energy exchange, then they can recognise it as a psychic attack, and can take appropriate measures, but for the common man riding the subway, they will feel the effects, and be puzzled by it.
The downside to being a psivamp is that if one is starving (Prana levels so low that health begins to be affected), one will begin to unconsciously draw from everyone and everything around you. This type of indiscriminate feeding (for lack of a better term) is unhealthy for all around, because once a source of Prana is touched, it will be drawn until it is either depleted, or the psivamp is satiated. Only an irresponsible vampire would let him/herself get this Hungry. This usually only occurs with vampires who are not aware of their nature. If they do not consciously feed, then their instincts take over, and instincts rarely have an interest in things such as permission and donor aftercare.
Why do Vampires need Blood?
As for blood, we don't need blood to live, we merely need Prana to remain healthy, and for Sang Vamps, and blood is the most efficient way of extracting it from their donors. The blood of each person itself, tastes different, but mostly, it is warm, sticky, and a touch tangy (like sucking on tinfoil).
As for Donors, they are people who recognise the needs that vampires have and willing offer themselves as sources of Prana for them. I know very little about what it is to BE a donor, but I do know that Donors should be treated with the utmost care and respect, as they are that which keep us well. Many would misconstrue the Vamp/Donor relationship as Master/Slave, or Predator/Prey, when in actuality, the Donor is the one with the power in the relationship. They are the ones who choose whether their vampire will be fed. It is a gift, to have a Donor, and most people appreciate more than they appreciate their livelihood.
What’s it like, to be a donor?
From the donor point of view... you sometimes get a bit of a rush, light-headed a little bit - if the vamp is careful and mindful of what he’s taking and doing (which mine was) and doesn’t take too much its nothing big. If you are tuned into your vamps feelings and bloodlust, if you can pick up on him and his needs, it can be almost as necessary for the donor as for the vamp.... Almost.
Sometimes it can work out to be an energy exchange... with my Vamp and me, he always gave back what he took in one form or another so it usually balanced out, it worked for us...
There is a lot that goes into being a donor, you don’t want to do it for just anyone. Where it involves blood, safety is of the utmost importance. There is also usually a pretty strong emotional and physical connection to a vamp and donor, one you wouldn’t want with just any Joe off the street.
Internal Investigation
As most of you are aware, there is an internal investigation into the affairs of Chris Titan and his associates.
As I was an associate of Chris Titan it would be unfair of me to comment on the said investigation and would respectfully ask you to refrain from asking me questions pertaining to the investigation.
Futhermore, to ensure that I do not undermine Special Operative Paris' investigation I will not be posting any investigative articles in relation to Neurocam International.
Until I am aquitted I place myself on suspension, this is not an official suspension and as far as I know I am still on Ops.
I will continue to post articles on my blog in relation to other Conspiracy Theories and Paranormal Investigations that my Agency is currently involved in.
Many Thanks
Operative Intel Agent
As I was an associate of Chris Titan it would be unfair of me to comment on the said investigation and would respectfully ask you to refrain from asking me questions pertaining to the investigation.
Futhermore, to ensure that I do not undermine Special Operative Paris' investigation I will not be posting any investigative articles in relation to Neurocam International.
Until I am aquitted I place myself on suspension, this is not an official suspension and as far as I know I am still on Ops.
I will continue to post articles on my blog in relation to other Conspiracy Theories and Paranormal Investigations that my Agency is currently involved in.
Many Thanks
Operative Intel Agent
Saturday, May 14, 2005
One Possibility
Something for everyone to think about.
My investigation into the Circle Di Luce has lead me down many avenues, most of it circumstantial, heresey or delusion. I am finding any allegation against it difficult to prove, much in the way of fact.
One thing that has come through in my ivestigations come from the English translation of Circle Di Luce which means Circle of Light.
Messages from GOD Circle of Light
My investigation into the Circle Di Luce has lead me down many avenues, most of it circumstantial, heresey or delusion. I am finding any allegation against it difficult to prove, much in the way of fact.
One thing that has come through in my ivestigations come from the English translation of Circle Di Luce which means Circle of Light.
Messages from GOD Circle of Light
My Intentions
I want to make something perfectly clear to everyone who reads my blog.
I am an investigator by Trade. I have a diploma in Private Investigation with Distinction and have been active for 5years now. I have been investigating the paranormal and conspiracy theories for some 2 years, although I still carry out normal investigations from time to time.
My investigations and my work are my full time job, I do not get a substituted income by handing out burgers for McDonald's or delivering Pizza for Pizza Hut. This is my livelyhood, my bread and butter. My work for Neurocam is part time, it started out as a private investigation for a private colleague in Ireland. I joined Neurocam, got hooked, and I consider it a life changing experience. My loyalties are with Neurocam, I will work for them to the best of my ability and will obey them to the letter.
Occasionally there can come a time when an investigation into one thing can overlap into another and we have choices to make. Usualy there is guidance from somewhere which will help you make decisions. I have come to this crossroads and my decision is simple to make.
This is what I want to make clear to all.
I am investigating the Circle di Luce. They are an organization that are operating within the United Kingdom. They know that I am investigating them. I make no secret of this fact.
I am not however, and never have been, investigating Jack Sampson, Head of Mnemonic Development, Neurocam.
I have questioned publicly Jack Sampson's Identity because of an article that you can find in the archives of Dan Pritchard
It came to my attention that the distance between Fischer and Sampson would mean that they have never met. Therefore, they would not recognize each other. I will get to the point. Jack Sampson will return to Neurocam in Australia but it will be one of our number who will be going as him. This infiltration will certainly bring about the end of the mind demoni that call
themselves Neurocam.
Arrivederci
Piero De Meo
Circle De Luce.
This is a legitimate question because of the implication that he is not who we think he is. It appears that Neurocam know about the Circles comment and are not too pleased about it.
I have never implied that the integrity of Neurocam or any of its employees are in question.
I also have no evidence to support the claim on Dan Pritchard's blog.
If Jack Sampson or anyone else feels that I have conducted myself inappropriately the I apologize for that mis-understanding.
I will not apologize for investigating an organization "Circle di Luce" that are allegedly attempting to QUOTE shut down Neurocam because they are 'mind control'. UNQUOTE
Unless of course Neurocam tell me too!
I am an investigator by Trade. I have a diploma in Private Investigation with Distinction and have been active for 5years now. I have been investigating the paranormal and conspiracy theories for some 2 years, although I still carry out normal investigations from time to time.
My investigations and my work are my full time job, I do not get a substituted income by handing out burgers for McDonald's or delivering Pizza for Pizza Hut. This is my livelyhood, my bread and butter. My work for Neurocam is part time, it started out as a private investigation for a private colleague in Ireland. I joined Neurocam, got hooked, and I consider it a life changing experience. My loyalties are with Neurocam, I will work for them to the best of my ability and will obey them to the letter.
Occasionally there can come a time when an investigation into one thing can overlap into another and we have choices to make. Usualy there is guidance from somewhere which will help you make decisions. I have come to this crossroads and my decision is simple to make.
This is what I want to make clear to all.
I am investigating the Circle di Luce. They are an organization that are operating within the United Kingdom. They know that I am investigating them. I make no secret of this fact.
I am not however, and never have been, investigating Jack Sampson, Head of Mnemonic Development, Neurocam.
I have questioned publicly Jack Sampson's Identity because of an article that you can find in the archives of Dan Pritchard
It came to my attention that the distance between Fischer and Sampson would mean that they have never met. Therefore, they would not recognize each other. I will get to the point. Jack Sampson will return to Neurocam in Australia but it will be one of our number who will be going as him. This infiltration will certainly bring about the end of the mind demoni that call
themselves Neurocam.
Arrivederci
Piero De Meo
Circle De Luce.
This is a legitimate question because of the implication that he is not who we think he is. It appears that Neurocam know about the Circles comment and are not too pleased about it.
I have never implied that the integrity of Neurocam or any of its employees are in question.
I also have no evidence to support the claim on Dan Pritchard's blog.
If Jack Sampson or anyone else feels that I have conducted myself inappropriately the I apologize for that mis-understanding.
I will not apologize for investigating an organization "Circle di Luce" that are allegedly attempting to QUOTE shut down Neurocam because they are 'mind control'. UNQUOTE
Unless of course Neurocam tell me too!
Friday, May 13, 2005
Safe House
I am in a safe house in London.
My meet did not go very well at all. I had to lift (kidnap) the source before he got to his destination. If Tepanyaki thought I would play into there hands and get myself lifted by them or the Circle de Luce then they underestimated me. Someone was following, was it Dan Pritchard? Who knows, I couldn't take the chance, I had to get the source and myself away from the area as fast as possible. I got the goods however, my assignment involves me taking a nice trip to South America and pay a development factory in the jungle a visit, steal a plant and ship out. In return they will give me the information on CompoundH67T but there is a new price to pay now. They wanted me to leave today but I leave in my own time, I have to make preperations to go into a jungle, you cannot walk off the streets of London and straight into the Columbian Jungle for fuck sake.
Whislt I was engaging the Tepanyaki Source, Chris Titan was entertaining Neurocam staff across the water with his experimantal mind control technology. Little did anyone guess that the experiment was going to go disatrously wrong. I was talking to him via email last night and he slipped into a coma, he was babbling some usual nonsence about a poem he wrote to Jack Samspon and about an antidote for his formula compound.
The price Althalus Pournelle, in exchange for your plant, is the antidote needed to bring Titan out of his coma. You better get it or the plant goes to Neurocam.
Your choice Althalus, your choice!
My meet did not go very well at all. I had to lift (kidnap) the source before he got to his destination. If Tepanyaki thought I would play into there hands and get myself lifted by them or the Circle de Luce then they underestimated me. Someone was following, was it Dan Pritchard? Who knows, I couldn't take the chance, I had to get the source and myself away from the area as fast as possible. I got the goods however, my assignment involves me taking a nice trip to South America and pay a development factory in the jungle a visit, steal a plant and ship out. In return they will give me the information on CompoundH67T but there is a new price to pay now. They wanted me to leave today but I leave in my own time, I have to make preperations to go into a jungle, you cannot walk off the streets of London and straight into the Columbian Jungle for fuck sake.
Whislt I was engaging the Tepanyaki Source, Chris Titan was entertaining Neurocam staff across the water with his experimantal mind control technology. Little did anyone guess that the experiment was going to go disatrously wrong. I was talking to him via email last night and he slipped into a coma, he was babbling some usual nonsence about a poem he wrote to Jack Samspon and about an antidote for his formula compound.
The price Althalus Pournelle, in exchange for your plant, is the antidote needed to bring Titan out of his coma. You better get it or the plant goes to Neurocam.
Your choice Althalus, your choice!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
I Leave Tomorrow
Picture Evidence Gathered whilst procuring the DLB
DLB, Dead Letter Box is a location used to transfer information and instructions that you do not want others to find. A dead letter box can be situated anywhere, in a telephone booth, under a park bench or in an empty coke can, strategically placed. The important thing to remember is that the transfer of information goes smoothly, secretly and undetected. It needs to be hidden well enough to avoid a chance finding by a member of public.
On receipt of my DLB instructions I immediately went to work on its location. I punched the longitude, latitude and 6-figure grid reference into my laptop. My laptop is connected to global positioning satellites GPS that can locate, from a series of numbers, any location, anywhere in the world. My set of numbers gave me a location on the outskirts of Manchester. A quick flick through my A to Z Street Map and I had my Target. The location of the DLB in relationship to my office was only 5 clicks and seen as it was a nice hot sunny day I decided to adorn little clothing, shorts, T-shirt, a baseball cap and shades for my trip.
Heading out of my office I walked down a side street and onto the Main which would take me in the general direction of the DLB, it is important to initialise counter surveillance techniques whenever one leaves the office as we never know who is following us. Heading down a few sides street and doubling back to the main I was able to ascertain that on this occasion nobody had me under there watchful gaze. About a click away from the location I popped into a local corner newsagent to arm myself with a newspaper, mars bar and coke and headed closer towards the Target. I again put in a few twists and turn’s up side streets to ensure that I was still not under surveillance myself. As you get closer to the Target it is important to observe other human activity. You need to assess there right to be there and ask yourself, do they look out of place? Are they trying to hard to look inconspicuous? While at the same time looking casual yourself. Any doubt and you MUST abandon what you are doing and make alternative arrangements. I headed up the main taking a leisurely stroll, not too fast just looking like I’m out for a walk and enjoying the sunshine. 500m to target I observe Closed Circuit Television system, linked to the Central Manchester Crime Prevention Office of the Greater Manchester Police. Damn it was pointing directly at the Target that I could now see as a solitary Telephone Box 10ft from the main. I sat on the wall opened my coke and looked like I was taking a breather. Checked my watch it was 12:15hrs, I needed to check the DLB for a deposit soon, I didn’t want someone else finding it or worse being caught by the depositor looking for it. I suspected that it was already in situ, I wished the blasted CCTV to move. Finally 10mins later and the CCTV swivelled around to face down the Main and away from my approach. I quickly fished in my pockets for some loose change in pretence to needing the Phone. I walked up to the Target My camera in hand as I took pictures of my approach, it is now very important for me to get in, get the drop and get out as fast and as inconspicuous as possible. My camera in hand taking shots of god knows what because I dared not look through the viewfinder, I just had to trust in luck that it was capturing some descent images. Finally I was in the booth. I picked up the phone, placed a 20p coin in the slot and dialled a number. While photographing and fishing around under a shelf for the drop, I was having a fictitious conversation with my granny about evening meal that night. Letter in pocket, phone back on hook I walked out of the booth and straight onto the number 219 bus to Ashton Under Lyne. I got off at the main bus station and jumped in a cab back to the office.
My pulse was racing wanting to read the letter but I settled down with a coffee before reading what it said:
Beltaine
Greetings and congratulations. If you are reading this then you have successfully completed our test of your competence within the field. You are aware of all the controversy regarding Neurocam International and its Mnemonic Development. We have been watching you closely along with your co-conspirator Chris Titan, we have monitored your investigations for sometime. We know of your disregard to rules and regulations and I have warned Head Office of the inevitable publications of any correspondence that we enter into and yet they will not heed my warnings. My frustrations however are neither here nor there, as you have been selected by our operations division to carry out the task ahead. In return you will be given the compound formula you so richly desire. I hope the Brownie will satisfy the craving Titan has. Your Brownie will not come easily, as you will in time find out. The compound is old news to us and it amuses me greatly that you pain for it so
You will travel too London Piccadilly on the 12/05/05 at 15:00hrs you will meet your Sponsor, who will give you your task instructions. You will meet Sponsor in the Café de Paris Bar on Coventry Street in London, you must not arrive before 14:50hrs. Your sponsor will be wearing a blue pinstripe suit and will be seated alone at a table for four. There will be a Panama Cigar on the table and a Briefcase of metallic variety to the right side. You will sit order a Whiskey Sour and say “Traffic in the compound is a nightmare” your Sponsor will reply “You need a better solution” . You will remain with the sponsor for 1hr.
I will contact you after the meet.
Good Luck
Althalus Pournelle
Like the title says I leave tomorrow. All I need to do now is prepare. I will report the outcome on my return.
Dead Letter Box
This email arrived in my inbox very late last night. I tried to post it but blogger was down for essential maintenance.
This email follows a long line of investigation. As you are aware Chris Titan and I have been trying in vain to gather evidence of the Compund H67T commonly called the Brownie by the scooby doo gang.
We amost had it in our grasp but The Cheshire Cat decided to pull a tricky stunt which left Chris Titan fuming and Brownieless. Nevertheless I have made enquiriesa nd have been in communication with a organization called Tepanyaki who I believed help to manufacture the said Brownie. Their Head Quarters are based in the United Kingdom. Although I have made some progress I never thought this was going to happen and cannot beleive my luck, I am however a little sceptical as to wether or not they will come up with the goods for me but the email is promising.
Alhalus Pournelle has assured me that as long as I carry out some form of task for them, they will in turn hand over the Brownie. We'll see. First I have to retreive there instructions and I better not get lifted.
The biggest question on my mind right now is Who the Hell are Tepanyaki. They sport a very strange Mnemonic on their letter heads.
Hash: SHA1
Dear Beltaine,
Please read the following attatchment
Yours sincerely,
Althalus Pournelle
Counter Measures Manager
TEPANYAKI
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Note: This signature can be verified at https://www.hushtools.com/verify
Version: Hush 2.4
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The attatchement to the email is as follows
Dear Beltaine,
I have forwarded your proposals to Head Quarters to combine forces for exchange purposes and I am pleased to tell you that the Head has agreed to you requests. I wish to point out however that for future correspondence and transactions it may be deemed more appropriate for you to address such correspondence as formal requests rather than demands. You may wish to pass that onto Titan when you next see him.
There will be a message for you DLB at:
GBSJ894973
X: 389500m Y: 397400m
Lat: 53:28:22N
Lon: 2:09:36W
Telephone Booth.
Follow its instructions to the letter.
Good Day
Yours sincerely,
Althalus Pournelle
Counter Measures Manager
TEPANYAKI
This email follows a long line of investigation. As you are aware Chris Titan and I have been trying in vain to gather evidence of the Compund H67T commonly called the Brownie by the scooby doo gang.
We amost had it in our grasp but The Cheshire Cat decided to pull a tricky stunt which left Chris Titan fuming and Brownieless. Nevertheless I have made enquiriesa nd have been in communication with a organization called Tepanyaki who I believed help to manufacture the said Brownie. Their Head Quarters are based in the United Kingdom. Although I have made some progress I never thought this was going to happen and cannot beleive my luck, I am however a little sceptical as to wether or not they will come up with the goods for me but the email is promising.
Alhalus Pournelle has assured me that as long as I carry out some form of task for them, they will in turn hand over the Brownie. We'll see. First I have to retreive there instructions and I better not get lifted.
The biggest question on my mind right now is Who the Hell are Tepanyaki. They sport a very strange Mnemonic on their letter heads.
Hash: SHA1
Dear Beltaine,
Please read the following attatchment
Yours sincerely,
Althalus Pournelle
Counter Measures Manager
TEPANYAKI
-----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE-----
Note: This signature can be verified at https://www.hushtools.com/verify
Version: Hush 2.4
-----END PGP SIGNATURE-----
The attatchement to the email is as follows
Dear Beltaine,
I have forwarded your proposals to Head Quarters to combine forces for exchange purposes and I am pleased to tell you that the Head has agreed to you requests. I wish to point out however that for future correspondence and transactions it may be deemed more appropriate for you to address such correspondence as formal requests rather than demands. You may wish to pass that onto Titan when you next see him.
There will be a message for you DLB at:
GBSJ894973
X: 389500m Y: 397400m
Lat: 53:28:22N
Lon: 2:09:36W
Telephone Booth.
Follow its instructions to the letter.
Good Day
Yours sincerely,
Althalus Pournelle
Counter Measures Manager
TEPANYAKI
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Gigabane dislikes me because I think his buddy is an agent of the Circle of Light in our midst... I am not with the Circle of Light!
My colleague was attacked today because he has been making waves within the Circle De Luce.
Attacked!
So here's the deal, come and get it, we don't lay down easily and we wont go away it will take more than childish scare tactics to frighten us.
You can attack me in any shape or form, go on, I DARE YOU! You do not scare me and you do not scare my colleagues.
I have consulted the Grimoire and the book of The Dark Lord.... the Hordes will be behind us, we need only call.......those who wish to bind us will feel a thrown back wrath.....and those who wish to attack us will perish in the wake....
Jack Sampson..........stop hiding behind Neurocam's veil........we know who you are.....even if you have managed to convince the others, we are not easily mislead....you send your dirty agents to do your dirty work, I will expose them for what they are...your silence is only admission of your fear and guilt....we are on to you Mr Circle of Light.....we will guard against your amateurish Magickal attacks....Sampson, it is time to come out to play....
Watch your back......no brownie yet, and the wrath grows stronger......madness sets in.....
TALK TO ME JONNY
Attacked!
So here's the deal, come and get it, we don't lay down easily and we wont go away it will take more than childish scare tactics to frighten us.
You can attack me in any shape or form, go on, I DARE YOU! You do not scare me and you do not scare my colleagues.
I have consulted the Grimoire and the book of The Dark Lord.... the Hordes will be behind us, we need only call.......those who wish to bind us will feel a thrown back wrath.....and those who wish to attack us will perish in the wake....
Jack Sampson..........stop hiding behind Neurocam's veil........we know who you are.....even if you have managed to convince the others, we are not easily mislead....you send your dirty agents to do your dirty work, I will expose them for what they are...your silence is only admission of your fear and guilt....we are on to you Mr Circle of Light.....we will guard against your amateurish Magickal attacks....Sampson, it is time to come out to play....
Watch your back......no brownie yet, and the wrath grows stronger......madness sets in.....
TALK TO ME JONNY
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Light v Dark
The world of Magick is a weird science and I get asked questions all the time on the difference between Good and Evil, Light and Dark, White Witch and Dark Witch, Wizard and Warlock. The difference, in my book, is there is no difference, its the intention behind the Magick that counts. If you are conducting a Love Spell to force your Bessie Mate to fall in love with the Village Idiot for a laugh then that could be a deemed as a usage of White Magick for Dark purpose. Similarly, if you conduct a necromancing spell so that your greiving friend can say goodbye to there lost Mother then that is a Black Magick Spell used for a White Purpose. Little do people know or even realise, let alone deny is that there is more than just Black Magick and White Magick there are six others in between.
Who's to say that God is good and Lucifer is Evil? Ask any Satanist and they will tell you that Lucifer is the doer of Light, The Angel of Light and the One True God. Similarly all the other religions tend to Argue that Lucifer is Evil.
I do not believe in Good or Evil period. I believe in Good and Evil and I believe that everyone of us is capable of both. Where Magick is concerned I believe that its the Intent behind the Magick which makes it Good, Evil or somewhere in between.
I will admit that I have tried all different spells for all different reasons, some will be put into the catagory of Black Magick, some in White and some in the other colours. Whilst I have infused the power of Lucifer into my Magick I have also called upon the Angels to help in my Magick too. I am not an all powerfull Magician by any means but I can hold my own. It is this that causes me to receive many requests for spells on the Black Magick Catagory. Many would be Chaos Magicians contact me with requests. The most common is a spell to raise a demon. Do they realise that the same spell is used to raise an Angel? I doubt it. So while my Brother Yantra likes to give you fairy tale spells which fall under the catagory White Magick, I thought I would bring you a little of the Dark.
DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME UNLESS YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY SURE YOU WANT A RESULT OF THIS KIND. THIS IS NOT A JOKE!
You want to be a devil worshiper? You want to conjure a demon? You want to show lucifer himself that you are a great magician?
The so be it, here it is, pardon my venom but i'm sick of emails asking for black magic spells. So look do this ritual and ask the demon to infuse his power into your brain then taste a little of the dark side of the force.
Remember ITS YOUR CHOICE
Now the good stuff... sacrifice for conjuring of Demonic Beings. Now for the Truly brave Sorcerer, he will use his own blood which I myself am accustom to. But the norm is to use that of an animal. For instance, using white doves or chickens. There are many different animals that can be used according to who you are conjuring up. Remember if they are virgin animals, it is all the more pleasing to the Entity.
Why do you need to use blood? Because blood is life... it has an energy... a life force. So Demons are attracted to it. Plus it gives them some substance to take some form. If only you could see the demons attracted to the fresh corpses of the newly killed on the battlefield in times of war.
Now... when you sacrifice an animal and pour the blood into the Triangle of Solomon... it has only a life force time of about fifteen minutes. Once the life force is exhausted the Entity will probably leave. You can take note of a similar situation when Crowley conjured the Mighty Demon "Chorozon" in the desert. You will also take note that Crowley's partner was almost killed when attacked by the Demon and many believe that this conjuring of Chorozon led to Crowley's eventual death. This is because Crowley let the Demon take possession of his body so it could talk through him.
Now their are many of you who would never think of doing such a thing and that is fine. For you like many others may use Incense. For it is also pleasing to the entities and will give them something to help them take form.
One last note... this is not to encourage you to do such things... only to inform you! Head my words... Blood sacrifice is very dangerous, especially for the inexperienced Sorcerer!!! You will probably end up the victim yourself by the hands of the Entity that you conjured up!
Remember... never torture an animal!
Those of you whom like to go to into the woods and kill black cats because you think you are a Devil worshiper or that it is the cool thing to do on Halloween... I HOPE YOU DIE A VIOLENT DEATH! MAY THE BLACKEST OF DARKNESS SMITE YOU DOWN INTO THE GROUND!
Who's to say that God is good and Lucifer is Evil? Ask any Satanist and they will tell you that Lucifer is the doer of Light, The Angel of Light and the One True God. Similarly all the other religions tend to Argue that Lucifer is Evil.
I do not believe in Good or Evil period. I believe in Good and Evil and I believe that everyone of us is capable of both. Where Magick is concerned I believe that its the Intent behind the Magick which makes it Good, Evil or somewhere in between.
I will admit that I have tried all different spells for all different reasons, some will be put into the catagory of Black Magick, some in White and some in the other colours. Whilst I have infused the power of Lucifer into my Magick I have also called upon the Angels to help in my Magick too. I am not an all powerfull Magician by any means but I can hold my own. It is this that causes me to receive many requests for spells on the Black Magick Catagory. Many would be Chaos Magicians contact me with requests. The most common is a spell to raise a demon. Do they realise that the same spell is used to raise an Angel? I doubt it. So while my Brother Yantra likes to give you fairy tale spells which fall under the catagory White Magick, I thought I would bring you a little of the Dark.
DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME UNLESS YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY SURE YOU WANT A RESULT OF THIS KIND. THIS IS NOT A JOKE!
You want to be a devil worshiper? You want to conjure a demon? You want to show lucifer himself that you are a great magician?
The so be it, here it is, pardon my venom but i'm sick of emails asking for black magic spells. So look do this ritual and ask the demon to infuse his power into your brain then taste a little of the dark side of the force.
Remember ITS YOUR CHOICE
Now the good stuff... sacrifice for conjuring of Demonic Beings. Now for the Truly brave Sorcerer, he will use his own blood which I myself am accustom to. But the norm is to use that of an animal. For instance, using white doves or chickens. There are many different animals that can be used according to who you are conjuring up. Remember if they are virgin animals, it is all the more pleasing to the Entity.
Why do you need to use blood? Because blood is life... it has an energy... a life force. So Demons are attracted to it. Plus it gives them some substance to take some form. If only you could see the demons attracted to the fresh corpses of the newly killed on the battlefield in times of war.
Now... when you sacrifice an animal and pour the blood into the Triangle of Solomon... it has only a life force time of about fifteen minutes. Once the life force is exhausted the Entity will probably leave. You can take note of a similar situation when Crowley conjured the Mighty Demon "Chorozon" in the desert. You will also take note that Crowley's partner was almost killed when attacked by the Demon and many believe that this conjuring of Chorozon led to Crowley's eventual death. This is because Crowley let the Demon take possession of his body so it could talk through him.
Now their are many of you who would never think of doing such a thing and that is fine. For you like many others may use Incense. For it is also pleasing to the entities and will give them something to help them take form.
One last note... this is not to encourage you to do such things... only to inform you! Head my words... Blood sacrifice is very dangerous, especially for the inexperienced Sorcerer!!! You will probably end up the victim yourself by the hands of the Entity that you conjured up!
Remember... never torture an animal!
Those of you whom like to go to into the woods and kill black cats because you think you are a Devil worshiper or that it is the cool thing to do on Halloween... I HOPE YOU DIE A VIOLENT DEATH! MAY THE BLACKEST OF DARKNESS SMITE YOU DOWN INTO THE GROUND!
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Beltaine May Day
It is the holiday season again for us wiccans and tonight leaves no excuse but for us to go out, brooms in hand and get married.
For those of you already married then get out and HandFast, renew your vows before the Pagan Goddess and Pagan God. Celebrate the marrige reunion and light a candle that will burn as your sacrifice to each other.
For those getting married Yantra has the spell for you.
"A Beltaine Binding Spell"
For those of you already married then get out and HandFast, renew your vows before the Pagan Goddess and Pagan God. Celebrate the marrige reunion and light a candle that will burn as your sacrifice to each other.
For those getting married Yantra has the spell for you.
"A Beltaine Binding Spell"
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